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[19 Oct 2005|07:03pm] |
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pretty ricky- my body |
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cuz nothing seems to be going right
moms trust is out the window
always brings up stuff that i dont want to talk about(hint hint...ex)
school freakin sucks cuz all of my group left me to do the project
starting to get way to much work for such little time!
i miss him ♥
SOCCER offically is Stupid
my selfesytem ... easy way to put it there is not much left
my dads a jerk and always will be
Ups
im going to San Fransico for thanksgiving break! woot woot... ughh w/mom and bro!=[/=]
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| being myself but im hurting my family |
[22 Aug 2005|09:59pm] |
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so what has been new... went to the movies with sky and cindy yesterday and saw "4 Brothers" definatly gonna have to buy it on DVD....then went to the beach with my LOVELY sister and Sky ... we had a blast omg it was sooo much fun...have to do that again soon because summer is ending quickly ....Problem starts right about here once we started talkingon the beach on our towels.... My mom is Tripiin' like crazy.... OMG ... she found out well most of you will too now that i had dated someone that she once told me if i would date someone of that race that i would be lower my standards and saying that im not tryin to like other people of my own race....i literally went off on her telling that you cant choose who you like/love it just happens WOW did she go off on me...well since that she also said i was disrepecting my family and my family values and my beliefs ... and all this other shit... but you know what all i can do is say YEAH YEAH.. and stick up for myself and what i have done because if i dont then she will never really understand me and just think that it is just a phase im going through... well yes NOW IM am GROWNED for the next TWO weeks.. yes until school starts... OMG im going to DIE!! AHHH.......
BTW sky yesterday wasAMAZING we are going to hangout once i get off grounding....
SiS i LOVE YOU im gonna miss talking to you so much.. i cant believe she is doing this to us!!!!
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| getting back into shape |
[09 Aug 2005|10:09pm] |
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D.C.- say my name! |
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PowerHouse Gym MEMBERSHIP!!! HECK YES!!!
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| what a night! |
[04 Jul 2005|02:59pm] |
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last night went to club whisperz with my sis and WOW... it was hot... it was so much fun... cant believe that my sis actually had fun she even wants to go again!! WOW!!!
btw sucks to be all those biOtches that got ticketed!! hahahaha!!!!
FUGDE... summer school 2 days,.... egh... whos going?
per1- intro computers
per2- web design
best part LUNCH!! heck yes!!!
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| summer baby |
[22 Jun 2005|03:45pm] |
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taking back sunday |
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WOW.. its been more than a month i think since ive updated.... not much to say if you already dont know whats been happening... life has its ups and downs and im going through a total roller coaster.... GOSH... but at the end of the ride your always satisfied RIGHT?...... well SUMMERS HERe.... and the BEACH IS tomrrow with all the friends at chatsworth... woot woot... probally will have pictures to update about it later.... well thats all
heck YES NO school!!!
____Plans 4 the summer___
- summer school when does that shit start... Fart.... haha
- hip-hop class at perice
- think Vegas sometime...
- PARTY @ my NEw HOUSE IN JUNE.... ill call everyone about it and keep everyone updated on that..
- ANYONe want to help me MOVE?
- AGAIN ANYONE WANT TO HELP ME MOVE???
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| realizing! |
[19 May 2005|08:11pm] |
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my chemical romance |
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wow! what can i say! well not much since ive realized that most white people dont except for who i am... its like im not White enough for them... well im sorry and seriously dont judge me based on the way i dress[if its not ur style], who i hangout with[sorry you've given me the cold shoulder on being ur friend], the music i listen too[i listen to the same white stuff you listen to too and some Hiphop and R&b .sooo what] or my own opinion and thoughts.... seriously im just sad that im not white enough for people that are just like me but think im completely different and dont even put the effort out there and try to befriend me... that shows me ur real nice and really unwilling to understand....well thats all i have to say right now! GRRR....
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| racisim |
[16 May 2005|07:37pm] |
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Tony Yayo -so sedective |
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so since we live in the 21 century and w/growing up in a very diverse area w/ different races you would think that most of racism is over.... come to think about ive realized its worst than i thought! WOW are people so predjustice!!!! to think about it even more .... in my own opinion i think that this is bad today i dont want to even think about how hard it was for Martin Luther King.... or even our parents and what a struggle they went through! GOSH this world sucks and it is hurting me inside! gosh!!! I need to talk to someone that can relate! plz! help!!!
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| one word! |
[08 May 2005|08:50am] |
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talking to kevin |
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YES!
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| las vegas! |
[25 Apr 2005|07:34pm] |
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ok so this pass weekend i went to las vegas and celebrated passover with my mom,bro, uncle steve, aunt jan, journey[cuz], grandma and grandpa... i stayed at my grandparents house in henderson its such a cool and freakin awesome house!
( sleepy bro click! )
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| my sister is awesome! |
[18 Apr 2005|09:37pm] |
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fat joe- for someone |
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thanks to my sister this weekend i had an awesome time... i love you! <3
MUAWH!
i had a good weekend it was so much fun..... it went by way to fast i could have used a coupld of other days! all i know is that Im looking at VEGAS in a few days! im going up for the weekend starting friday! woot WOot... pictures most definatly will come!
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[12 Apr 2005|04:48pm] |
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on the phone with sis |
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i want you all to be completely honest with me and right now and im gonna be completely honset will all of you.... if your my friend because of what i can offer you or your just using me and i dont see it and not because of who i am.... i dont want you to be my friend.... today was not a really good day and i have had a reality check and it hurts so much but you know its only gonna make me stronger... you have sucked me in to this fantasy world that makes everything look ok but really on the inside you really couldnt care if i were there or not.... so tell me if you want to be my friend or not other wise im deleting you!
youve made me cry so much in the last day! ive cried more over this then my friends death 2 years ago! sad i know thats how much you have sucked me in!
love always,
heather
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| his sweater smells so good! |
[11 Apr 2005|07:45pm] |
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alicia keys- karama |
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this weekend was fun.... thanks to all my firends that i spent it with! thanks ! i love you all! and i hope better things will come our way this weekend! WOOT woOT! : ]
love,
heather
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| this is a cry for help |
[04 Apr 2005|09:18pm] |
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhH! i neeed someone to help me ....help me escape and stop being so gualable.... i need help.... i need to fouce and become straight minded again because i have all my priorities all messed up and backwards.... i need to confort all the things in my life that are distracting me and rebecome fouced on my goals and life in general! im LOST in life..... :[
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| beach party? |
[23 Mar 2005|10:17am] |
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candyshop / 50 |
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hey would anyone be interested in a beach party tomorrow? if so just let me know!
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| cRushEs!!! |
[16 Mar 2005|03:23pm] |
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dont you hate how with some crushes your just not brave enough to go and talk to the person and with other crushes you just cant keep your hands off the person! AHHH :O well im crushing someone! hahhaha :o]
one love
heatherRed : ]
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| this week! |
[27 Feb 2005|08:09pm] |
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well this week was funny because sHAY ShaY spent the Week with me at my house how coolio! seriously guys if you ever just want to get out of your house and spend the night at my place dont be afarid to ask. it would not be a problem(guy or girl).
well im tried and should go practice my ASL song its kinda due tomorrow! AHHH my song is so cool with JEnny and Cindy.. awesome but im still scared im gonna mess up but i should go now later! :]
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| FINALLY! |
[15 Feb 2005|04:05pm] |
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Game- westside story |
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ok finally LJ is working and allowing me to update pics... so heres whats happened in the last month or so...( January )
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| lost in my own thoughts |
[07 Feb 2005|08:02pm] |
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Old SkoOl FuNk' Mix |
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oook i know that last time i updated i said that next time that ill be updating pics but I still havent figured out the problem with LJ and my COmp which is retarted... but yea i need someone to talk to big time ... ponder...ponder.... pondering....
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| i didnt die everyone... |
[30 Jan 2005|10:50pm] |
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george lopez- comedy show |
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LJ is being a pain and i cant update any pics from the last month ahhh this is annoyin me.... well ill update later about everything once i figure out whats wrong....
btw i never knew baby sitting was so easy dang...! :o)
Finals .... i really dont want to think about it..eghh
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[04 Jan 2005|03:36pm] |
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snoopdog-drop it like its hot ReMiX |
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hey everyone.... well one week and one day until the soccer teams regular season starts.... everyone should come out and watch the game its at Chatsworth, its against Granada urggggh!!!
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